Diabetes in Dogs: The k9diabetes.com Forum
 

Go Back   Diabetes in Dogs: The k9diabetes.com Forum > Diabetes Discussion: Your Dog

Diabetes Discussion: Your Dog Anything related to your diabetic dog.

Reply
 
Thread Tools Search this Thread Display Modes
  #1081  
Old 06-17-2016, 07:13 AM
MomofGus's Avatar
MomofGus MomofGus is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Sep 2015
Posts: 353
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

My heart hurts for you and pain you are feeling in having to make this heartbreaking decision. Just know I am thinking of you and your sweet Maggie. Hugs to you, and sweet kisses for Maggie.
__________________
Gus - **Angel as of March 7, 2018"
10.5 yr mini-schnauzer, diagnosed Sept. 2015, currently 17.5 units Novolin N 2x day; diet W/D, tblsp pumpkin, Advocate PetTester tester/strips & Alpha-Trak2 for alternative (when I question weird BG readings); blind as of March 1, 2016
Reply With Quote
  #1082  
Old 06-17-2016, 07:14 AM
Abby's Mom's Avatar
Abby's Mom Abby's Mom is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: North Carolina
Posts: 3,563
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

Amy,

Much support coming from this side too. I think it is the hardest decision to make, but one you do out of love. We are all here for you, and give a kiss to Maggie from us.

Barb
__________________
Barb & Abby 12/24/1999-12/31/2013 ~ dx 5/10/2011 ~ Forever in my heart ~
Reply With Quote
  #1083  
Old 06-17-2016, 08:47 AM
jesse girl's Avatar
jesse girl jesse girl is online now
Founding Member
 
Join Date: Jul 2010
Posts: 8,265
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

amy maggie is a reflection of you

strong not throwing in the towel under dyer circumstances . from a little dog being bitten multiple times by a rattlesnake and being diagnosed with diabetes and chronic pancreatitis.

you two are an anomaly something that doesn't happen a pup that can live this long with these challenges is amazing

i think maggie never accepted being sick and she thought she was normal like every other dog . in the end she was not normal but head and shoulders above

you two are an inspiration for others in terms of whats possible if you want to do the work

your probably write maggie will not go without your help its maybe an obligation to you for all your hard work and the love you 2 have for each other

what ever decision you make it will be the write one
__________________
Jesse-26 lbs - 15 years old - 9.5 years diabetic - one meal a day homemade and a vitabone snack - 3 shots of Novolin a day sometimes Novolog or r as a correction to higher sugar but that is rare. total insulin for a 24 hour period is between 8 and 10 units of NPH insulin depending on her fasting number
Reply With Quote
  #1084  
Old 06-17-2016, 10:43 AM
Rubytuesday's Avatar
Rubytuesday Rubytuesday is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Feb 2012
Posts: 3,284
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

The way you write Amy brings me back to when we let our Abby go. I remember being at work and watching people out the window going about their day, not cloaked in pain wherever they turned. I remember wondering when my life would ever get back to that.

Through the many dogs that have shared my life I have experienced complete devastation to somewhat okay-ness upon their passing. One of the sort of okay ones was my cleft palate doggy Basil who to this day still remains the ONE. He died at the end of 2 years of losing three dogs in quick succession and after long illnesses. I never knew how I would survive losing him, but it didn't kill me as I was afraid it would....now my Maggie was a different story and I was just about undone.

For me part of the difficulty is being afraid that you can't bear that much pain. The fear... how will you make the call, how do you get through the morning, how do you hold her when....Amazingly we do it the same way we do other things....while our head is exploding and our heart is screaming NO!

Even losing my brother, as bad as that was, wasn't as bad as losing Maggie- surreal, but not debilitating. But Maggie was a loss I felt every time I moved, everywhere I looked. Truth be told it still hurts like hell when I let myself go there, but for me there is no option. I could not live a life without them so I have to swallow the incredibly hard pill of losing them.

I still struggle philosophically with the idea of me deciding to end their lives, but in the dwindling that some of the biggest questions in life come down to, I guess I will take it over the alternative.

I like the idea of taking pictures to help make the decision. In my frantic picture taking before losing an animal, when I look back on those pictures I can see just how miserable they are. When the changes happen so gradually we don't realize how much it cost them to stay.

If you believe in animal communication the book Animals in Spirit may help.

I have allowed myself to do whatever gives me comfort during an animal's passing. For doggy Basil it was surrounding him with things that brought us pleasure in our life together, for Maggie it was staying home with her body that remained for the day to allow her spirit to go in it's own time and for me to adjust.

One thing I know to do now is to rid myself of other distractions like children and other dogs. After the vet is gone it is fine with me to allow other family members including animals in, but not as they leave this world. It is like the sacred nature of a mother bringing a child into the world just in reverse.....either that or just preservation. Preservation of the last moment I have with them, undisturbed by anything else.

We all suffer along with you- today and everyday until. All of us reading and responding, with the lump in our throat and remembering our time, our dogs, wishing we could spare you.

I sometimes think the days before are more painful then after but still treasure them. Soak her in, sniff her, feel her fur, feel the weight of her body against you...

I will go cry now. No, not allergies- the peircing pain of loving and losing.

Tara
__________________
Tara in honor of Ruby.
She was a courageous Boston Terrier who marched right on through diabetes, megaesophagus, and EPI until 14.
Lucky for both of us we found each other. I'd do it all again girly.
Reply With Quote
  #1085  
Old 06-17-2016, 11:24 AM
amydunn19's Avatar
amydunn19 amydunn19 is offline
Senior Member and Moderator
 
Join Date: Jan 2013
Location: Little Rock, AR
Posts: 4,616
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

Thanks, guys for revisiting your own pain. It helps to know that as much as I don't even want to survive right now, that I will. You guys have been such comfort to us throughout this journey. I have no regrets. If I could have done this for my poor mother who battled cancer for three years, I wouldn't have had the horrible nightmares that plagued me for years about her final days.

I have to say my vet is one amazing man. I didn't figure him for being the sentimental type but he actually was in tears. He told me he wanted to be the one because he felt like he had battled right with us every step. He also said that Maggie was the most incredible dog he had ever treated and she was "once in a career" and as long as he lived, he would never forget her. I was so surprised - I mean he didn't have to say all that. He told me that I was not failing her but once again tuning into her and what she was telling me. I hadn't thought of it like that. As much as I hate it, I know it is true.

We are set for Monday. At least, tomorrow and Sunday are going to be cooler(still 90 degrees) but I will be able to get her outside in the sunshine she loves so much.

If you still have your babies, hug them tight. Take the extra walk you don't think you have time for or just spend some time doing what they like to do. I have been doing this now for a while, not getting frustrated with her needs but realizing that the world doesn't end if I don't get some work thing done because Maggie needed me. You will appreciate this journey someday.
__________________
Maggie - 15 1/2 y/o JRT diagnosed 9/2007, Angel status on 6/20/16. Her mantra was never give up but her body couldn't keep up with her spirit. Someday, baby.......
Reply With Quote
  #1086  
Old 06-17-2016, 01:03 PM
Soaphie & Sydney's Mom's Avatar
Soaphie & Sydney's Mom Soaphie & Sydney's Mom is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Oct 2008
Posts: 2,185
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

Something told me to check the forum this morning - and I have been procrastinating - finally getting around to it.

Now I know why.

you can do hard things. you have done hard things. you will breathe again.

Although nothing tops this in difficulty and no amount of air will fill your lungs quite the same.

Tears are flowing - I really, really have nothing to offer you other than sadness as she is ours....

I'm so sorry, please, please tell her that we all love her - all of us. She is ours.
__________________
Soaphie = 15 yr old Border/Berner mix dx 07/08. ~8.25 units a.m./p.m. vetsulin, blind/deaf. Ultra Senior, Vital Beef/Bison, Brown Rice and lots of loving. Soaphie passed on October 29, 2015. Sydney = 14.5 yr old Aussie/Shar Pei mix dx 11/10. NPH-varies w/ predinisone a.m./p.m., blind/deaf. Sydney passed on June 3, 2014.
Reply With Quote
  #1087  
Old 06-17-2016, 01:12 PM
stylynjm's Avatar
stylynjm stylynjm is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Sep 2012
Location: so. california
Posts: 1,345
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

Amy,
I have no words, except that maggie, thanks to you,has been a huge part of all of our lives and our journeys...
Give her hugs and kisses to the moon and back all weekend.and some for all of us . My heart goes out to you..i can't imagine your pain.
__________________
Sissy 13 yr old Bichon, born 4/17/03, 12 lbs. Diagnoised 7/20/12. Passed away 12/29/16 in my arms. My life will never be the same again. She will always be with me. Run free my babygirl 3 ozs I/D 4 x's day. 1.75 units levemir 2 times a day. .1 mg thyroid pill, tramadol for leg pain, morning & night,Use Alphatrak 2 and Relion Confirm meters.
Reply With Quote
  #1088  
Old 06-17-2016, 01:54 PM
wild lady wolf wild lady wolf is offline
Member
 
Join Date: Feb 2016
Location: Southeast Louisiana
Posts: 55
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

Dear Amy, I know it is easier said that done, but please be strong for Maggie. Remember that our loved little ones feel what we feel, and this is one of the hardest things to do...I had to make that decision several years ago with my beloved Colorado and to this day it still hurts, if I allow myself to go there. I remember hugging my baby as he took his last breath and his head rested on my lap. He knew we loved him that much to stop thinking about ourselves & to let him go...until we meet again.


Crying & praying for you,


wlw
__________________
Mr. Shadow 7 year old mix breed, 21 lbs. , diabetes diagnosis Sept. 2015. Currently on 9 units Novolin N
Reply With Quote
  #1089  
Old 06-17-2016, 02:30 PM
k9diabetes's Avatar
k9diabetes k9diabetes is offline
Administrator
 
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: Northern California
Posts: 11,262
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

Know we are all here with you Amy... I know that yes, eventually, you will be able to breath again. Although, it always has a bit of pain in it. I try to remember that I can only grieve as deeply as I have loved and I never regret loving so deeply.

Natalie
Reply With Quote
  #1090  
Old 06-17-2016, 07:00 PM
Linda1 Linda1 is offline
Senior Member
 
Join Date: Sep 2012
Location: Western PA.
Posts: 894
Default Re: Introducing Maggie - Diabetic 8 years!

(((hugs))) You will be in my prayers. It's only been 3 weeks since I had to make the decision for my Jazzy so my emotions are still a little raw. I feel your pain.
__________________

Jake
13 years old, diagnosed Sept. 24, 2012
At the rainbow bridge, Nov. 12, 2016
Reply With Quote
Reply

Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search
Display Modes

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off

Forum Jump


All times are GMT -7. The time now is 04:18 PM.


Disclaimer -- The content on this site is provided for informational and educational purposes only. While we make every effort to present information that is accurate and reliable, the views expressed here are not meant to be a substitute for the advice provided by a licensed veterinarian. Please consult with your veterinarian for specific advice concerning the medical condition or treatment of your pet and before administering any medication or pursuing any course of treatment that you may read about on this site.

The views and opinions expressed by contributors to this forum are strictly their own and do not necessarily reflect the opinions and views of the owners, administrators, or moderators of this forum and the k9diabetes.com website.


Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.8.5
Copyright ©2000 - 2019, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Copyright 2009, 2010 k9diabetes.com. All rights reserved.